c o n f e s s i o n s

ILIVEVICARIOUSLYTHROUGHOTHERPEOPLE'SWORDS.
There is nothing else left for me to do, because feeling this different is killing me s l o w l y.
You don't have to understand it, and you don't have to respect it.
ijustwishyoucouldstillwantme.

cliche

tumbling
falling deep, stuck in an unfamiliar familiar place
an alternate reality
this is your wonderland, your wormhole, your way to escape reality
everything goes as you wish it would, but this isn't a movie
you don't want it to end,
you don't want to go home,
you'd rather be blissfully unaware.

keep me safe here in my mind, it's all I can depend on.

you're fooling yourself.
you can't depend on anything or anyone.
you're alone,
alone,
alone.

This is wonderland, and yeah, shit happens.